Touching from a distance, further all the time.

I've had another stupid wasted day, where I've planned to do things but the plans have never actually materialised. A reflection on my life! ;)

Like I said in my last post, I just feel like my life is a long withering string of wasted days. I want to be useful, argh. I've spent the day listening to Joy Division (as you can tell by the title). Feeling sorry for myself in other words, haha. I want to make myself more sociable & amiable & someone that people look to for fun & laughter. I'm boring. I thought only old people were boring. Oh well.

On the upside, I got a B in one of my psychology exams! I'm not quite sure how that happened, seeing as I barely turn up to lessons. I'm just finding it hard to drag myself out of bed in the morning. If there was an option to sleep for the rest of my life, only waking up to do something momentous, I would choose it. I like the idea of hibernation, like fuzzy bears, ha.